No @cayce, not everything is about you.
Your case is much more complicated as you do contribute often in constructive ways. You could have a lots of credit, but you keep spending it the moment you earn it.
This thread is about a frustration that has accumulated over years.
If anything your reply in this thread is a powerful example of “make it all about themselves” with gratuitous insults and victimization language. I am bored of it and won’t fuel it any more.